I've made a prayer to God yesterday for a wish , because it's my birthday . I pray to God for my grandfather , pray that he can stop suffering and live happily until the last second of his life . And today , around 2.36 , I've received a news from a brother upon my mum . I broke down . I regret for not visiting him on my birthday . I wanna see him so badly , talk to him , and see his smile . But it's too late . It's painful . Appreciate everybody beside u , especially the one that treats u well . Thank you God .

PS : my blog readers ( friends ) please keep this private and confidential which means secret if u saw this , I post this its only because I wanna express my feelings . Don't spread it out cause I trust ya'll . Thank .
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